Like I said before, I don’t get out very much, so the dance was a scarily new experience for me. Coupled with the fact that I was manifesting a new ability, I was surprised that I was still able to think straight.
Entering the dance, the scent of several colognes and perfumes, mixed with the school gym’s lingering odor of sweat gave me a rather strange high. The dance, and the gym for that matter, was symbols of failure for me. I was always crappy at physical activities and social interaction. Tonight, I was going to turn all these defeats into a resounding triumph.
At first, I was kind of nervous to dance, and I could tell that Erica was nervous as well. After all I was still a klutz. I didn’t want to go out there and embarrass us both. We skirted the edges of the crowded gym while Erica made small talk with some of her friends. It was a rather surprising experience for me. Here were these people who would normally treat me like I was invisible, and now, for the simple fact that I was holding Erica’s hand, we were best friends. “Hey Alex,” a fat guy whose name I couldn’t remember shouted above the music to me. “How’s it going?”
“Good.” I responded, nodding and having no idea what else to say.
“Hi Alex,” called out another girl, who I identified as Ashley. “Make sure and save a dance for me, ok?”
“Sure.”I replied, remembering fully well that last year, Ashley had complained to our History teacher that I wasn’t smart enough to be her partner for a project we had. She complained so much that the teacher had actually switched us. I don’t remember all that well, but I think Ashley failed that assignment. I got an A. But here she was, all nice and flirty with me. It was as if being seen with Erica hand sent me speeding up to the top of the social ladder. I felt an amazing adrenaline surge. I had waited all my life for this and now it was finally mine.
Slowly, we worked our way to the dance floor. The DJ was playing some of the jumpy local music and it wasn’t long before we were mingling and dancing with the others. I always used to think that you had to have some particular type of skill or rhythm to be able to dance with out embarrassing yourself. But as I looked around the room, I saw that no one was doing anything particularly skillful. Everyone was busting there own moves and no one was laughing or making fun of them. I was slowly letting my guard down. This was a life I could learn to love.
The DJ then put on a really slow song. Couples began pairing up on the dance floor. I turned to face Erica. I slipped my arms around her lithe waist and began swaying slowly to the music. She wrapped her hands around my neck and gave me a small smile. She mimicked my movements, and just like that, I was having my first dance. I had a lot of reservations about this moment, but now that it was happening, I could feel all of my tension melting away. It was as if the whole world had stopped and this moment had become eternity. I had been dancing with Erica since the dawn of time and we would keep dancing until it ended. This was the way it was supposed to be, and the way it had always been. Erica looked up and her eyes met mine. I lost myself in those hazel oceans till the only song that I could hear was the one that my vibrating heart-strings were ringing out. I leaned forward slowly towards her and she moved forward to meet me. We were so close that I could feel her breath on my face. I leaned closer and then…I felt a force impact against my back. I stumbled forward, missing Erica’s face, and grabbed hold of her for support. Regaining my footing, I looked back to see some of the members of the football team walking away, snickering as they went. They obviously hadn’t met up with their captain. I felt a burning anger flare up inside of me, contrasting sharply with the drop in temperature I felt on the inside. I felt Erica’s hand on my arm. She looked at me with pleading eyes. “Don’t worry about them Alex.” She begged. “Don’t let them ruin our night.” I let out a deep sigh and smiled. ‘You’re right.” I replied. “This is our night.” The song was over and the moment was gone. I felt a pang of regret that I had missed it and pushed the feeling aside. There would be more special moments for me and Erica, and I was patient enough to wait for them.
Erica felt thirsty so we made our way over to the buffet table. As I was about to put a cup of punch to my lips, I felt my thoughts grow fuzzy as if someone had thrown a blanket over my thoughts. The whispers were back, stronger than ever. This time, I could even recognize the voice. It was…Allison’s? Allison was the source of the whispers? Just then I felt a hand on my shoulder. Alarmed, I spun around, almost knocking Drake off of his feet. “Hey man, calm down.” He said, his hands up in defense. I relaxed. “Sorry.” I replied. “I was thinking about something.”
He smiled and nodded in Erica’s direction. “So how’s the night with Mrs. Dream Girl going?” I turned to look at Erica, who was having and animated conversation with another girl.
“It’s been awesome. More than I ever expected.” I turned back to him. “What about you?” I asked. Drake flashed a big grin and spread his arms out.
“It’s been a blast. The honeys can’t get enough of me!” His smile faded a bit. “Well, all except one.” I followed his hand to see who he was talking about. Standing by herself wit her hands around a cup and wearing a striking baby blue dress, was Allison. It was weird. I never thought much of Allison, but tonight she was stunningly beautiful. She also seemed pretty lonely. It struck me that despite her social status, Allison was as friendless as I was. “Oh crap.” I thought suddenly. “I forgot to call her and ask who she was going with. Some friend I am.” I left Erica and Drake and walked over to her. She was staring at her cup as if it was the only thing in the world. “Hey,” I said tapping her on the shoulder. She looked up and gave me a small smile.
“And it’s the man of the hour. How’s it going?”
“Great.” I said. “What about you? Who did you come with?”
She looked down slightly again. “I came alone.”
“That’s too bad.” I thought. She shot a glare at me. “No it’s not. I think this whole dance thing is a way to get rid of excess hormones.”
“Ok, ok.” I said trying to calm her down. “Well if that’s what you think of it why did you come at all?” If she heard that, she didn’t respond. “But at least pretend to enjoy it. Mingle a little bit. And don’t be so snappy. You’ll keep scaring away the guys. And besides,” I said really staring at her for the first time. “You’re not all that bad looking.”
She gave me a weird look. “Thanks.” She replied, as if she wasn’t sure whether or not I was teasing her. She took a sip of the punch she was holding in her hand. She made a face and then spat it out.
‘What?” I asked. “Is there alcohol in the punch?”
“No,” she replied, looking at the cup as if it contained poison. “It’s more like there’s punch in the alcohol.”
I smiled, “Well that’s high school for you.” I paused. “Well I’m going back to meet Erica now.” I placed a hand on her shoulder. “Live a little, ok?” She smiled. That was the second time I had seen her really smile. She was changing. That was definitely a good sign.
When I got back to the buffet table, Erica wasn’t there. I looked around the gym for her, but with no luck. I bumped into Ashley. “Hey.” She said, again with her overly bright smile.
“Hey,” I replied. “Have you seen Erica?”
“Yeah. She got a call from her dad. She had to go meet him out by the lawn.”
“The lawn?” Suddenly, the painting jumped straight out at me from the dark recesses of my mind. The painting!
Ashley must have seen the shock on my face. “Is everything ok?” I didn’t have time to explain. I ran through the crowd, pushing people out of the way with a single minded determination to get out of the door. Please God, no. I prayed as I ran. Oh please God, no…